Well I went to the mall today to meet a friend of mine and i have to say it was great. We jsut walked around and hung out. No useless words on frivilous friendships just being there. I really cant explain how great it was. She brought a friend of hers and she was cool too. In fact one time i was so close to holding her hand, a lot like the first time i held Victorias hand. That blast of addrenline and just dumbfoundness really made me love it more. It was quite nice. Anyways we get there, though I think that her friend Larua is too much into music, and i of course in my charming way scam two hugs....They didnt even reconize me at first they thought i was some random stranger. Well we looked around Hot Topic a while and then we went to F.Y.E. and looked at New Age Music i almost bought a cd of romantic music as a joke. Well after that we cruised to JC Pennys.....dont ask me. Anyways Laura hates JC Pennys, so it was fun to torture her, so we drag her into there and Becca goes to find a pait of shorts. Which ok while she may not be the most....aware person she did miss the huge display of a particular pair of shorts. Whic of course they dragged me through..which was fine i was glad to be spending time with them. Oh I forogt i started a story about a writer yesterday, its good stuff. I might work on it later. If whoever reads this wants a copy just ask. Anyways while my day was a great one im taken back though by a certain aspect of Becca. Now while her history is nothing to damn her over i'm just concerned im not going to be just another guy. For example, Remember that Matthew Kid?, tall kinda quiet? But after spendign some time with her i may jsut forget that and move on, i mean come on was i supposed to wait for a ship that I knew for a fact wouldnt be back, but still waited on the pier? I dont think so.....Plus i dont think the ships captain has enough in the hold as it is. Anyhoo for a proper ending Averiderci!