Hey Gracie and hey to you to Courtney i havent met you yet but Grace seems to think your nice so i think your nice already see wasnt that fast? ANNNAYWAY cant wait for later until we do get to exchange BP........hahahaha hey hey ive found my way all those stupid fuc*ers walk arounf astounded and grounded....sorry its the song im listening to i have to habit of typing what i hear so well seeing as this is my first ill let this go with a.......quote. 

Do or do not

there is no try......

                             -Yoda............represent

Well a certain .......situation keeps festering like a swollen lypth Node.....not with Victoria things are great i guess.....This stupid thing with Emilee WONT DIE! I swear im going to be hearing from her for the next 2 years! I mean a lot of "asshole" and "Jerk" but oh well. She hates me so i see it fitting to add a little something in her honor, And a song I think  mirrors the current situation respectivly. ..

 
She was queen for about an hour
After that s*** got sour
She took all I ever had
No sign of guilt
No feeling of bad, no

  From She Hates Me :Puddle Of Mud.

It’s alright / to tell me / what you think / about me
I won’t try / to argue / or hold it / against you
I know that / you’re leaving / you must have / your reasons
The season / is calling / and your pictures / are falling down

The steps that / I retrace / the sad look / on your face
The timing / and structure / did you hear / he fucked her?
A day late / a buck short / I’m writing / the report
On losing / and failing / when I move / I’m flailing now

And it’s happened once again
I’ll turn to a friend
Someone that understands
Sees through the master plan

But everybody’s gone
And I’ve been here for too long
To face this on my own
Well I guess this is growing up

Well I guess this is growing up

And maybe / I’ll see you / at a movie / sneak preview
You’ll show up / and walk by / on the arm / of that guy
And I’ll smile / and you’ll wave / we’ll pretend / it’s okay
The charade / it won’t last / when he’s gone / I won’t come back

And it’ll happen once again
You’ll turn to a friend
Someone that understands
And sees through the master plan

But everybody’s gone
And you’ve been there for too long
To face this on your own
Well I guess this is growing up

nuff said...

Well I went to the mall today to meet a friend of mine and i have to say it was great. We jsut walked around and hung out. No useless words on frivilous friendships just being there. I really cant explain how great it was. She brought a friend of hers and she was cool too. In fact one time i was so close to holding her hand, a lot like the first time i held Victorias hand. That blast of addrenline and just dumbfoundness really made me love it more. It was quite nice. Anyways we get there, though I think that her friend Larua is too much into music, and i of course in my charming way scam two hugs....They didnt even reconize me at first they thought i was some random stranger. Well we looked around Hot Topic a while and then we went to F.Y.E. and looked at New Age Music i almost bought a cd of romantic music as a joke. Well after that we cruised to JC Pennys.....dont ask me. Anyways Laura hates JC Pennys, so it was fun to torture her, so we drag her into there and Becca goes to find a pait of shorts. Which ok while she may not be the most....aware person she did miss the huge display of a particular pair of shorts. Whic of course they dragged me through..which was fine i was glad to be spending time with them. Oh I forogt i started a story about a writer yesterday, its good stuff. I might work on it later. If whoever reads this wants a copy just ask. Anyways while my day was a great one im taken back though by a certain aspect of Becca. Now while her history is nothing to damn her over i'm just concerned im not going to be just another guy. For example, Remember that Matthew Kid?, tall kinda quiet? But after spendign some time with her i may jsut forget that and move on, i mean come on was i supposed to wait for a ship that I knew for a fact wouldnt be back, but still waited on the pier? I dont think so.....Plus i dont think the ships captain has enough in the hold as it is. Anyhoo for a proper ending Averiderci!

heres this stupid blasted thing do it or not i dont care....haha

() go out with me?
() give me your number?
() have sex with me?
() give me money?
() let me kiss you?
() watch a movie with me?
() will you give me a bear hug?
() would you let me fall asleep in your lap?
() will you take pictures with me?
() skate with me?
() dance for me?
() have dinner with me?
() let me borrow your car?
() kick my booty?
() take a shower with me?
() be my gf/bf?
() have a fling with me?
() be there for me?
() buy me a drink ?
() take me home for the night?
() give me a good time?
() have a 24 hour makeoutathon with me?
() write a song about me?
() will you love me?
() re-post this for me to answer your questions?

these are mighty girly though...you need more manly questions...

Hey Vic i got grounded...email me your #

"Just because Fate doesn't deal you the right cards, it doesn't mean you should give up. It just means you have to play the cards you get to their maximum potential."

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Well ive gotten soem strange feelings about Stephanie...I think shes gonna dump me...But then again it must be popluar to dump me. Im gonna be in big trouble with David about the bill.....Oh well Life will go on...Besides we may become best friends! Yeah right.....hahahaha. Anyhoo I think shes gonna dump me....If so that'll suck...if not yay for me. Hmmm Lost is so awesome...I love tht show....Anyhoo just hating myspace...It always goes down....

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/15 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/winnies_poo.mws hewhoisbored 2005-09-21T06:09:52-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/winnies_poo.mws Hey Muller did something really bad today....but with good frution. He asked Stephanie if she was breaking up with me, and she said no....So its all gravy....Then ive got Krissy asking her...ive got too many spies......I am sad i know..I got called unique though! Yeha dont know if its true or not.......I love being with Stephanie..Shes awesome, and i realy hopes it works out better then the last few....I cant say anymore for risk of being yelled at.....Yea im gonna change the settings of the blog jsut for a change of scenery. Maybe go for somethign Star Warsy. Ill do it myself though......no more giving out my passwords.....now that was a disaster. I mean to let her read them was one thing but for her to use my password to go in and read personal blogs.....That was low down and dirty......I was central, I had control, I lost my head,i need this. REM is awesome. that was lyrics for the song....anyways im done

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/winnies_poo.mws http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/see_all_of_you_in_hell_ill_be_waitng_for_all_you_fkers.mws hewhoisbored 2005-09-24T05:09:48-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/see_all_of_you_in_hell_ill_be_waitng_for_all_you_fkers.mws

You in your shell are you waiting for someone to rescue you from yourself. Don't be disappointed when no
one comes.

Don't blame me you didn't get it 

I already told you, that falling is easy its getting back up that becomes the problem, becomes the
problem and if you don't believe that you can find a way out you become the problem, become the problem.

You, all alone, are you waiting for someone to make you whole? Can't you see aren't you tired of this
dysfunctional routine.

I already told you, that falling is easy its getting back up that becomes the problem, becomes the
problem and if you believe that you can find a way out you you solve the problem, solve the problem ]

Just the song i was listening to....thought id merit it a blog of its own.....

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/see_all_of_you_in_hell_ill_be_waitng_for_all_you_fkers.mws http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/free_floating_hosility.mws hewhoisbored 2005-09-24T06:09:19-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/free_floating_hosility.mws

Do you know what pisses me off more than anything? Irresponable people....They just ruin it for the rest of us....You know the type, that brag when they get drunk or have sex...i just want to scream keep that shit to yourself i could care less...and dont even look at me anymore.....At the ground....and shuffle back to the wreckage of your crushed car because youve had to few wrapped around a fucking tree.......Now im not writing this because of anyone..I was talking to someone and he tells me how he gets high. Now I just wanted to become a cop, shove a size 13 boot up his ass, cuff him, and send him to prision where the real criminals are...and then pay big bubba to show him how it feels to be passed around the block a few times.Just had some free floating hosilities caged.....but no one cares abotu this thing anyway......lol i mean who reads it? barely 3 people.....So im free to say what ever i want ....

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/free_floating_hosility.mws http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=19 hewhoisbored 2005-09-25T06:09:53-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=19

Ouch i just pulled my hair.....That hurts.....Songs from various people come to mind when i sit and think, and yes Brandy i am capablie of thinking......;-). and now when i try to pour over things about the past one song comes to mind, and you may knwo it....the 1 person who reads this..... 

Cold


Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you

And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
I never meant to be so cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

Now im not saying what this is for.....nor am i saying its for anything.........I just had those lyrics implanted in my brain.......thinking about some of my past choices.....how Ive treated some people....other people diserve it....besides that ive really alienated some people.....not even people who read this will know....Oh well.....anyways just some thoughts i had at the tips of my fingers when i wrote this.....and now i cant get the stupid song off my cd player....

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/19 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=20 hewhoisbored 2005-09-27T08:09:03-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=20 Whew! Had a very good day with Stepanie....even snuck a kiss......she put her hand n my face....I couldve melted....God it was awesome....When im with her its like no other person exists....Its so good to have someone to care about.....Its freaking aweomse.....Just kissing her on the cheek is enough for me.....I dont even care about not seeing her until school....i really odnt

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/20 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=21 hewhoisbored 2005-09-29T04:09:36-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=21 Im at school! Crazy ja? Well i finally got rid of Twinkie! Yay! and Steph said she wasnt mad just upset she wasnt told beofe.....which was understandable.....I mean i dont know why i didnt tell her....I shouldve.....I guess i just thought she wouldnt care....well she cared.....Anyway Jessica was actually thinking i would dump Steph to go out with her...And yes i am serious....I asked her why and she said that she thought i was only going out with Stephanie for the hell of it...again im serious! Why do i get all the nuts? Why do i get all the psychos? anyways just sitting boredin BCIS clacking away in this keyboard....anyways its about 3:15 so im gonna get ready to leave see ya bye!

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Hmm as my title implies Victoria isnt talking to me anymore.....Mixed feelings there...Had a interesting conversation with Jenny about her. Intersting one to say the least.......Anywyas shes blocked me and im over it....Tracy invited me to the Warped Tour.....OOOOO and i got the rest of my groucho Marx costume yay fo rmwe!!!!!!!!! All thats left is the glasses anf the cigar...Yay for me again! Umm i think ill make a good Groucho..If i win im gonna talk on the mic to the whole school....In a groucho voice of cousre..anyways just some thoughts....

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/victoria_mustve_blocked_me.mws http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=23 hewhoisbored 2005-10-06T04:10:12-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=23 Hmm still at school......Hopefully stephanie will get to go tommarrow.....if not its cool....but it'll still suck. If not ill just hang out with Ash at her house. So yeah things are gonna be goood tommarrow....I think chris is reading this....oh well fat fukcer hmm im done

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/23 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=24 hewhoisbored 2005-10-07T03:10:33-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=24 Sitting at school...Oh good news....WE CAN GO TONIGHT!!!!! Yay for me....chris is cheating on his BCIS test...Fat Fucker...he he he....umm notmuch to say after that...just chillin....Well im off to the pep rally....

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/24 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/the_greatest_fridayand_i_didnt_even_get_dumped_or_lied_tohe_he_he.mws hewhoisbored 2005-10-10T01:10:52-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/the_greatest_fridayand_i_didnt_even_get_dumped_or_lied_tohe_he_he.mws

Paste Magazine is awesome...the cd they sent....great stuff....i love it! Like this one song....try to get lyircs...hold on...Its About Cell Block #9...its about this guy who really love this girl and she lies to him , and cheats on him....so he shoots them....and well goes to jail...he he he its a good song

About Cell Block #9

Sweet Somewhere Bound, 2004

 

About Cell Block #9

Well I used to be an angel
i guess my wings got torn
for I ain't seen nothing but bad luck and trouble
ever since that i've been born
ever since that i've been born

I used to have a best friend
and a girl for to be my bride
i had everything that a man could want
i believed i was satisfied
i bleieved i was satisfied

but as i came home one evening
the moon was hanging high
i felt something wrong, something must be going on
and a black cat passed me by
a black cat passed me by

so i peeked on through my keyhole
now tell me what did i see?
i saw my gal and my best friend
in a bed that belonged to me
a bed that belonged to me

so i went and grabbed my shotgun
you know how the story goes
gonna find me on a chain, digging ditches in the rain
and i'll be wearing them county clothes
wearing them county clothes

yes the jury found me guilty
i heard that gavel sound
and the only friend who would have thrown my bail
was six feet underground
six feet underground

oh Lord i'm feeling lowdown
got nothing to call mine
gonna spend my days, wasting all away
in cell block #9
cell block #9

Anyways.....i had the absolute best time Friday.....it was awesome, I think the best part was the ride home.....yes with my arms around her....and her head on my shoulder...it was the best....still wasnt Andie good ....but still i love every millisecond.....god it was awesome....i still remember how she smelled....so good.....we walked around the parlk...sat on the gymplaything...and i was kinda cold so i put m arm around her...and we just sat there...I think we're both to shy...but its ok we kinda understand one and another...anywyas Stephanie is the girl for me... at least she doenst lie...hahahaha just kidding...;love ya Victor!

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/the_greatest_fridayand_i_didnt_even_get_dumped_or_lied_tohe_he_he.mws http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/im_sad_im_happy.mws hewhoisbored 2005-10-10T09:10:51-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/im_sad_im_happy.mws OK people we have a problem.....I havent felt this good in forver! I mean its all well and good..its just that im not used to it....its all warm and snuggly....im used to cold and distant. Its almost im the happiest when im misterable...Its like i cant get over being happy.....cause im afraid if i try to be happy...ill get hurt....jsut like with Victoria...I really liked her...but i got my heart handed to me in salad tongs...And friday...For once i let go...i let myself be happy....thats why i wanted it to stay that way forever....but i know it wont....She'll dump me for some guy that has more in common with her or whom she likes more....its a lot to think about....Cause oo thae games started......anyway i just wanted to share myfeelings to the whole cyberspace world....

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/im_sad_im_happy.mws http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=27 hewhoisbored 2005-10-12T06:10:23-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=27

wow I was called seriosuly hot today.....that is something i am not....If you want to see me i guess im me and il show you my yahoo im thingy  hewhoisbored@yahoo.com . I know im nothing special....he hmmmmm Wow im hot...im about to start shedding clothes. GGGGEEEEEEEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ OOO! ive got an idea....If i win im gonna ask who wants to buy some candy....its genious....bt ive got to watch the movies....to get some of his manerisms down....Its gonna be great i know we wont win.....but its a longshot. Anyways those things are rigged anyway....Its all who you know...And im not the most....popular person....I love stainds musak...its really good..It just conveys so many emotions...its like a vent when you listen..My habit is to find a place to hide .Could it be that sometimes i say things to dissagree? Could it be that im only being mean? Must be like living with the dead , waiting for me to being to do those things ive said and for this im sorry. Sorry i like to type what i hear....ANYWAYS i just cant get into a better mood..theres no way.. and all of those who wish bad things upon me .....fuck off and die.....he he he a little foamy thing...anyway! just wanted to update for those who really care....*cough* not Vic*cough*...

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/27 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/a_day.mws hewhoisbored 2005-10-18T05:10:29-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/a_day.mws cant see through this too mych pressure im drowning in this too much pressure....Dah Dah DAAAHHH Hmm....anyway had my dorky birthday thing saturday....what fun...oops it was sunday...found out today my stepdads dad died....it sucks but life goes on....anyway Stephanie wasnt there after school....hope nothings wrong....but again oh well....hmm is this a good update for the 2 readers i have?

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/a_day.mws http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=29 hewhoisbored 2005-10-19T06:10:33-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=29 Hmmmmmmm How to describe today......It was good...i thought it was gonna be horrible but it was actualky quite nice..I mean i thought me and steph were having problems....But it was soething totally diffrent! And i didnt make a big deal about it like Chris...i just accepted she had something to think on her own and i didnt pester her to tell me......God that pisses me off when he does that....SHES ALOWED TO HAVE FREE THOUGHT ASSHOLE..... anyway just a thought....we were making bookmarks....and we had a blast....I made one with a body bag and a title that said./...You are the Futrue....it was funny....anyway again just had an oddly good day....

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/29 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/sunday_runners.mws hewhoisbored 2005-10-27T05:10:04-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/sunday_runners.mws Hmmm Mr rogers is getting on my nerves people...Hes this really religious teacher.....i cannot stand him....I hate Algebra ad his constant preaching is boiling my blood ot the point to screamng. I cant stand people th do that crap...Push their religions...but again hes one of those people who you can take as long as you are in a good mood...If we're both in a good mood we get along famously if not...well its just crap. Well anyways things are still good....Though Steph was acting strange today.......

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/sunday_runners.mws http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=31 hewhoisbored 2005-11-07T07:11:51-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=31 I hate stupid people....I really fucking hate stupid people....Stupid people really piss meoff.....Ok let me explain theres this sweet naive girl named Jess....well theres this horn-dog named COdy......and she knew ths....you know what her dumbass reason...."Oh hes nice!" Yeha nice until you dont put out and boots you for the next fucking sucker....And then she asked me if she did it would i get mad....Oh hell ya....but hey its her life...she fucks it up....No blood on my hands....But on a brighter note....STEPHANIE IS THE AWESOMEIST...Red Lobster ranks one of the top dates ive ever had...the lowest being Monster-in-law for fucked up and stupid rteasonms....but hey at least i got to watch a J-lo movie....God that was fucked up....I mean to think....that after breaking up wth me...you still want to go to the movies....i mean RIGHT AFTER BREAKING UP WITH ME! NOt even the next weekend or the weekend after that...giving me enough time to settle....but NO!!!! we gotta go as best friends....But anyways enough venting....Had a weird day today...Stephanie was obviously bothered about something and didnt want to tell me about what waswrong...which is ok i want to give her her space....but I could be paranoid...but what if its baou tme....she told me it wasnt...but still...I just hate i cant help her.....oh well im done....

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/31 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=32 hewhoisbored 2005-11-08T06:11:35-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=32

I guess i thought if i canceled the movie date you'd think i was like all the other girls who say that want to be friends but don't really mean it.<....Damn i thought she ment it....HA

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/32 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=33 hewhoisbored 2005-11-15T07:11:41-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=33 I think my heart has turned black with soot....Stephanies mom found out about us......and it hurts....I just want to drink all of it away and i think ill end up doing just that...Of course im a diffrent person you dolt....Why do i even fucking try to do anything it all gets shitholed anyway....So fuck it i dont even care anymore....and this hurts so much more worse then a bullshit story about trust...Her mom is probably going to force her to break up with me.......It wasnt even hers or my fault...and i know with my track record it would seem iu fucked this one all up. Ha! close...... Her mom is just so..GGAAHHHHHH, i dont know i dont want to talk about ut anymore

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/33 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/25th_blog.mws hewhoisbored 2005-11-15T08:11:46-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/25th_blog.mws

(its about this guy who really love this girl and she lies to him , and cheats on him....so he shoots them....and well goes to jail...)

Thats kinda strange...I really like that song....

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/25th_blog.mws http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/i_may_be_single_by_friday.mws hewhoisbored 2005-11-17T08:11:03-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/i_may_be_single_by_friday.mws

Could this come at a much worse time? I mean im thiking about breaking up with Stephanie....i mean we cant go on like this...Hiding and lying to her mother and father. its just not right....Besides we might as well jsut become frinds...I only see her at school we cant hug its like were friends....it sucks...but i just cant go on like htis much longer...im just gah!!! i yelled at chris for making racial comments about mexicans...gah im jjst so....grrrrrr right now...just so....aggressive....i kinda like it.....its basic and prmial....grr*purrs*, So1 i really with she would get on.........Grr but hey i gotta go do some more crappola!

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/i_may_be_single_by_friday.mws http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=36 hewhoisbored 2005-11-19T12:11:25-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=36 THE TRUTH? i TRIED LISTENING TO THE TRUTH......."OH I SWEAR WE'LL GET BACKTOGETHER...AND WHEN I SAY SOMETHING I MEAN IT!" REMEMBER THAT HORSESHIT YOU SPAT AT ME? DONT TELL ME WHAT TO THINK ...AND IM THE ASSHOLE? HOW ABOUT THE ONE WHILE SUPPOSEDLY TRYING TO GET BACK TOGETHER WITH ME WENT OFF TO BANDCAMP AND I BECAME THAT MATTHEW KID WHO? SO DONT EVEN TRY THAT MATYR BULLSHIT WITH YOU YOUR JUST AS MUCH TO BLAME FOR THIS I AM....AND WHERE DO YOU GET OFF CALLING ME AN ASSHOLE? GO AWAY AND HAVE FUN WITH MATTHEW# 7....

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/36 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/holy_crap_im_single.mws hewhoisbored 2005-11-19T02:11:45-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/holy_crap_im_single.mws Well sports fans....all good things must come to an end...me and Stephanie wermt ment to be....we just kinda. got ahead of ourselves....it happens....

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/holy_crap_im_single.mws http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/first_day_flyin_solo.mws hewhoisbored 2005-11-21T03:11:49-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/first_day_flyin_solo.mws No it doesnt mean im flying in the Melennium Falcon, Geez today has been crap...general shittiness has hit its record today....Nothing has gone right. Im just ready to go home and take a nap. Blah im tired...Ashleigh i thinkl hit on me....Which is kinda cool...hehehehe you know what isnt? When Music is the only staple you have in your life...i think thats kinda sad.....but oh well who listens to me anymore...

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/first_day_flyin_solo.mws http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=39 hewhoisbored 2005-11-30T05:11:07-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=39

Single life is for the birds....Grrrr oh well im better then i was....Im ready to move on....Gyarr! Well hanging out with Brandy was fun i got to meet her family, they were cool....Got to watch Gilmore Girls..*gag* Hmmm Yah....Eating Cheetos! Brandy hast answered my Text yet...Grrr...Anywhooooooo I think i need to Break James's knees....little bastard....

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Life is so funny sometimes...I mean it throws you complete curveball....My question to god or buddha or whoever is up there....Did you have to make love so damn complicated? I mean Its not healthy to fall in love with the gf of a former friend of mine........Its just so damn hard....I mean I sometimes want to run over there and act out a scene from a romance movie...Take her in my arms and spin around.......Plant one helluva kiss on those gnoemy lips....Gahh! its just so fustrating I mean i dont want them to break up.....I just want to stop feeling like this...but i cant...i just cant....I just cant control who i love...its kinda funny....well funny ironiclly...not funny Ha Ha..I think God has one hell of a sense of humor...You know hes got to have one...But shes just everything i want.....But gah i just want whats best for her..If thats leaving her alone i guess ill have to do that.....Hmm but hey then again they could break up..;-)  hahaha just kidding....I think ill end this little novella with some lyrics....

Firefly

By Breaking Benjamin

 

You're my friend
You're not like them
but I caught your lie
and you know I did
Now I'm lost in you
like I always do
And I'm dying to win
'cause I'm born to lose


Firefly
could you shut your lie
Now I know your ways
'cause they're just like mine
Now I"m justified
as I fall in line
and it's hard to try
when they're open wide

Take my hand
Peal me up and then
we'll come back again
to a different when
Now I like this way
you can't go away
If you catch the name
you could not replace



Bring me your enemies
Lay them before me
And walk away



Fuck you firefly
Have you lost your light
Now I hate your ways
'cause they're just like mine
So you lost my friend
such a sorry end
Now I don't know why
so I joke and smile

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Goddamit...I learned a truth today......Nice guys finish last...if you dont believe me ive got some evidence hard evidence.....Grr i dont know what im gonna do...I just think it will go this way....but it deosnt...I guess you cant count out the human spirit and the attachment of two people. But i just want it to go thius way soooo bad.....so bad it hurts....But i think its gonna and then it doesnt. Which really sucks ive worked for months to go that way....ha it'll happen eventually its comforting.....Maybe i need to do a 180....Act like a total ass....be everything i dont want to be...A total Womanizer...i guess thats what girls want these days..A playa easy on the eyes....god...

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She fuckings me ...trust lalalaa i tried to hard and she tore my feelings like i had none...and ripped them away..........*guitar solo*  i love that song...and the sad part of it is...I do have "shes" who hate me....like "tory" wow thats a new one...so fuck  em hate me if you want cant seem to do anything about that. LIke fuckign Twinkie....fat blahahahabaha god i hate that girls....there is no sheer amount to how much i hate that girl...id choose "Tory" over her anyday....and thats saying something......Her and chris should have little stupid fat ugly babies.....god he cost me more then just his dumbass....a hole...ill have a hole if she leaves.....a hole in me....cause i dont even like her like that anymore...just fucks things up...so fuck you god fuck you chris fuck you twinkie fuck you muller fuck you W bush....sorry im angry...can you tell? gah! fucking pisses me off to no end.....gah ! lol i need to go away for a very long time.

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/control.mws http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=43 hewhoisbored 2006-01-17T09:01:43-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/?entry=43 Damn...i realize i havent updated this thing in forever..... Hmm not much has happend......me and stephanie kinda decided it wasnt good....so im single again....hell at this point id call victoria now...hahahahaha just kididng.....

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/hewhoisbored/43 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/under_a_windowsillth_all_were_found.mws hewhoisbored 2006-01-28T09:01:11-05:00 http://hewhoisbored.mindsay.com/under_a_windowsillth_all_were_found.mws Hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey well i guess i could update this damn thin.....youd get more information on myspace.....            

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